I wonder if.

you ever get the feeling of just needing to do sth? like you go to bed at night, your head hits the pillow, and for some reason sleep just doesn't come?

there's something bothering you and you just cant figure it out. you know you're feeling a lil hungry, a tad thirsty, a bit lonely, a bit chilly. a general frustration, with well, life basically. even though of course there was nothing at all wrong about it the day before.

the heavy heart, the quelching stomach. bits of these feelings just come and go from you. the feeling of rushing through something and a very sudden awareness of little sounds you never realised resounded in your room.

noises that won't go away.
feelings that won't disappear.
sleep that just won't come.

emo-ness you didn't expect. strange strange. i think studying for prelims, more than prelims itself is getting to me. oh yes, mugger kid is actually tired, not from, but of studying.
bah. i think its got to do with this break in between prelims. its been all too welcome. oh well.

its only studying.