and then i blinked.

i, am not worried about breaking up. it was written off pretty long ago.

i, am not feeling miserable because mandi is moving on with her life. i dont expect her life to stand still along with mine.

i, was not prepared to be a platoon sergeant in my final exercise.

Nor was i prepared for how busy hall life would be for her. and consequently how little time we would have together.

it is i would say, one of the most challenging stages in our relationship. more so for me.

yet. i know whats the right thing to do.

i know what kind of boyfriend i want to be.

i know what we want from this relationship.

i know what i have to do.



Here we are
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you.


i love you mandi.